Give in to Love, or Live in Fear

1) Where is the person you like right now?
at his house

2) Last time you consumed alcohol?
 been a while

3) What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
 uhmm sitting in dillas room doing the homework he left us while HE took the day off to go watch the tigers play lol

4) What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
 nothing. lol talking on here.

5) Who do you want most?
to not be sick anymore

6) How do you feel about the person who texted you last?
I love him more than anything

7) Have you ever been around someone who was high?
yeah. its dumb. not fun.



8) Do you like your life as of now?
eh. im always hoping itl get better

9) Last thing you purchased?
idk

10) Have you ever drank with your number one?
i drank while he watched lol

11) Where are you right now, and how do you feel about where you are?

at home. good ? cuz im tired n wanna lay down
lol

12) Three words to explain why you last threw up?
i was sick

13) Hows your heart lately?
pretty full lol

14) Where did your last hug take place?
hm my house

15) Who was the last person to hold your hand?
idk. i never hold hands with people so i honestly dont kno. prolly derek.

18) Are you a jealous person?
i can be, but not most of the time

19) Did you have a good birthday this year?
my birthday isnt for another few months still =)

20) Are you tired right now?
entirely

21) What are your outlooks on gay/bisexual relationships?
 it honestly dosnt bother me

22) Do you chew on your straws?
almost always

23) Have you ever been called a tease?
haha

24) Last Myspace message from?
idk ryan or camille i think

26) Three days from now will you be in a relationship?
 i hope so haha

27) Do you have curly hair?
 wen i let it air dry or stuff

28) Who was at your house last?
me? lol uhm derek n devon

Where is #29? stupiddddd


30) Are you missing anything right now?
a few things/people

31) Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
ohhh yeah

32) Is there anyone who doesn't like you because of something you didn't do?
prolly but who cares



33) As of today, do you like anyone?
yeahhhh im dating him haha



34) Have you kissed anyone on the lips today?
Not today

35) Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
not recently but yea i have

36) Is your sister a slut?
haha u kno it

38) Do you like to cuddle?
sometimes lol



39) Last person you cried over?
uhm idk myself i guess

40) Do you cry easily?
depends on the day

41) Do you have any siblings?
yeah a couple

42) Where did you go today?
School, dropped Jackie off, Home

43) What should you be doing right now
term paper

44) Are you a heavy sleeper?
depends on how tired i am, the more tired the heavier sleeper...fun stuff

so nothing really interesting to update on
two days left before i get like 5 days off
uhm
i got that wire out of my mouth. it was in it for like 5 years,
 it feels REALLY weird not having it there
uhm
my french thing is really dumb
and boring n ugh
uhm
i should make a notecard for math
but im way too tired to care right now
uhm
IM COLD....not even slightly chilled
like im dying from hypthermia kinda cold
eek....i hate winterrrrrrrrrr

I haven't done this kind of an update in a while, so I'm gonna tell u more than u need to kno about my day. lol

Before School was boring i hate mornings. noone showed up lol not kidding tho there were like zero people in the halls


1st hour- amazing. we only had like 7 people in it, and diller described the math stuff really well n now i think i actually understand it. We didnt really do all that much a wkst that isnt due till like tuesday...

2nd hour-boring. government seriously is the dumbest class lol. we did this katrina research....quite boring really. got put into groups of 5 n only me n quail were here out of my group. we only had like 10 kids show up in that class.

3rd hour- haha funniest thing really. 9 kids out of 32....dumb.. fouch talked to us for a lil then did work n left us to talk the rest of the hour. so we didnt have to do a damn thing. pretty good lol

4th hour- EW. lol 6 out of the 10 of us were there today. she made us work on our lil essay things (in french) i chose to write an alternative ending instead of an essay about the book. the catch is it has to b 2 pages instead of 1.5.....oh well....

lunch- HORRID. no other word describes it. not kidding. i usually sit with heidi n sarah. neither one was here today. i sat next to meri n then randomly people started joining us. it was the randomest table ive ever sat at....kinda boring but oh well

5th hour- eh wasnt too bad. we have a concert next week so volz is hardcore on our case about music but idk w.e. then he told jokes that were really corny but funny. n I realized that being that derek is dyslexic, wen he reads his own name it looks to him like Kered hahah......love it

6th hour- yearbook. wasnt too bad i suppose. we had fun making fun of the sports teams n how they like have very specific pictures lol. got some stuff accomplished so not a bad day or waste of time....there was once again like noone in my class

after school i went home n now have a horrible headache and my mom wants to go tanning so idk if were gonna or not. but eh im up for nething i suppose.
kinda tired
was sick las night but im not nemore
which is good

newho

thats all for now
if i get bored ill prolly do a survey
oh well
leave comments if u actually read all of that

This is horrendously long n i dont blame u if u only make it to like where it says height bhahahahhahahhaha ....but really. enjoy
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Name: Amy

Nicknames: Ames, allemon-joy lol jay

Birthplace: here

D.O.B: June 14th

Eye Color: hazelish

Hair Color: redish brownish

Height: 5'4"

Right-y or Lefty: righty

Zodiac Sign: Gemini

Your Heritage: belgian. polish. german.

The shoes you wore today: white cheer shoes from like freshman year haha

Your Fears: death. being alone. ghosts. spiders.

Goal you'd like to achieve:  a 4.0 would b nice. lol uhmm a good score on the act too

Your thoughts waking up today: ew i have to do the effin mme again

Your Best physical feature: uhm....no

Your bedtime: uhmmm i dont have one. its always random

Your most missed memory: 8th grade-ish. anything involving me n megan.

Pepsi or Coke: or

McDonalds or Burger King: Umm. . . depends i guess

Single or group . . . Dates: group is more entertaining cuz i have add lol

Adidas or Nike: idk

Lipton or Nestea Iced tea: either one

Chocolate or vanilla: depends

Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino

Weapon of choice: ha my rath. lol




Do You....................

Smoke: no
Smoke weed: NO
Cuss: yeah, mostly only wen driving
Have a crush: haha you could say that
Think you've been in ...love:  yeah
Believe in yourself: not really
Get motion sickness: sometimes
Think your attractive: nope
Get along with your parents: yeah
Think your a ...health freak: i wish
Like thunderstorms: sometimes
Play an instrument: yepp...bandgeek....




In the Past Month Have You..............

Drank Alcohol: Nope
Smoked: Nope
Smoked Weed: no
Made out: haha
Gone on a Date: eh
Gone to the Mall: yeah
Eaten an entire box of oreos: ew
Eaten sushi: heck no
Been on Stage: hm idk
Have had a boyfriend or girlfriend: Yeah, derek
Gone Skating: nope
Made homemade cookies:no
Gone skinny dipping: nah
Dyed your hair: yeah
Stolen anything: No
Been to a concert: No
Killed someone: nope
Tried to kill yourself: nope




Have You Ever......................

Been Trashed or extremely intoxicated: ha
Been rejected: yeah
Rejected someone: yeah
Been caught doing "something":  no?
Been called a tease: eh
Gotten beat up: nope
Changed who you were to fit in a crowd: hell no, if people dont like me thats their problem




The Future..............

Age you hope to be married: idk by 30
Number and names of your kids: uhmmm i really dont kno
How do you want to die: not painfully
Where do you want to go to college: northwestern
What do you want to be when you grow up:  fashion editor. or english/french teacher
What country do you want to visit next: FRANCE




In a guy/girl................

Best eye color: not brown haha
Best Hair color: dosnt matter
Short or long hair: short
Best articles of clothing: weird question
Favorite cologne: uhmmm curious hahaha
Number of people I could trust in my life: uhm for sure 6
Number of CDs I own: alot
Number of tattoos: None
Number of piercings: my ears
Number of times my name appeared in the newspaper:  a couple times
Number of things in the past I regret: uhm regretting things is pointless
Last word you said: i was singing haha
Last song you sang:  blake lewissss lol
Last thing you laughed at:  myself
Last time you cried: idk
What color socks are you wearing: WOAH...white...that never happens hahaahhahaha
Current annoyance: im exhausted
Current book: skinny....dunno the author...
Current favorite article of clothing: hoodie
Favorite place to be: the beach<3
Least favorite place: school
Strong in mind or strong in body: mind hahahaa
Time you wake up in the morning: 5:30 for school.....anytime on weekends n breaks
Favorite color: lime green
Do you believe in an afterlife: idk
Current favorite words/sayings: idk
Favorite season: summer n FALL lol
One person you wish was here right now: derek
Favorite day: friday after school or sat.




----past

Kindergarten teacher's name: Mrs. Baker
1st grade teacher's name: Mrs. Eightner
2nd grade teacher's name: Mrs. Cobean
3rd grade teacher's name: Mrs. Sadler
4th grade teacher's name: Ms. matusko
5th grade teacher's name: Mr. Benson/ Mrs. Haratchian/ Mrs. Hillier




-present.
In CD player: mix
On feet: Socks
Under bed: bins full of clothes
What time you got up: 4:30am......dont ask.....
Time it is now: 5:02pm




-----future.

You want to grow up to be: happy lol
Ideal job: fashion editor at vogue, seventeen, glamour etc.
You want to live: ....idk
Number of children you want: idk
Kind of car: who cares




----current.

Mood: tired
Music: Dirrty- Christina Aquilara
Taste: nothing
Hair: up. mess.
Attire: Jeans hoodie
Desktop image: idk something boring like plain blue
Favorite music artist: i have many




------friends

Funniest: bailey. nathan
Smartest:  bailey
Sweetest:  derek
Nicest:  all of them
Newest: hm. sadly idk theyre all old friends haha
Oldest: megan
Most honest: megan and derek
Lies the most: hm chad hahaahhahahaahha
Smells the best: definetly me bahahha jk idk
Ditziest:  sarah hahahha n megan
Weirdest: all of us
Closest:  bailey. derek. megan.




-------who

Hurts you the most: myself. not kidding haha
Loves you the most: my family n prolly derek
You love the most:  family, derek, bay, meg
You now dislike: bahhaha where do i start




------who is/has

The tallest: derek
The shortest: bailey
The longest hair: used to be bay....prolly still is
The shortest hair: nate or derek
The best dresser: chad haha
The worst dresser: hm none of us are bad about it
The best student: bay. nate.
The worst student: meg hahaha i still love u its ok
The most in common with you: idk. meg def. has alot but the most? hmm prolly bay
Who has almost nothing in common: ha funny nathan maybe




----that you

Have the most fun with: all of them i always have fun with.
Who you couldn't live without: uhmmm i def. couldnt live without my family, bailey, or derek.
Last talked to: on the phone: bay, text message: kristina
Last IM'd: megan
Last saw: glady hahaha he was looking for bailey

So I'm getting quite sick of myspace and I think this will suit me much better.

Myspace is just full of a bunch of self conscious girls who crave attention n post bulletins every second about how drunk or high they are and then post almost naked pictures of them. It has become ridiculous and I much prefer this website. It seems much more personal n its basically the same thing minus the slutty girls.

Anyway. I haven't updated this in a long time, n I doubt anyone reads it anyway.

I'm quite tired, and bored.
I got like 2 and a half hours of sleep las night, so ill prolly crash soon. but idk. Im also cold cuz its Michigan n lets face it; FREEZING.

uhmm I dont really feel like typing nething else at the moment. so thats all for now.

so yeah ive noticed that noone like updates these things anymore...its rather sad actually lol

well heres my day in a nutshell

b4 school-krissy was like rawr gettin her up(as usual) then i literally sat in front of megs/jackies lockers till like 21 after 7 and then i walked with ryan to like midhallway were he went to simmons n i went to rathje

1st hour- eh we had a quiz in adv. alg to see how well we wer learnin things, i think i did ok but wen i started the next section on my own i got completely confused so yeah  rathje has his work cut out for him tomorow

2nd hour- ew french 2....its not fun like it was las year n im almost positive its cuz of havin clyne n not matthys....clyne is boring times a billion compared to matthys no joke but wutever im like doin fine in the class i jus am a lil annoyed ahha

3rd hour-cedar has been gone but i think helll be back tomorow or thursday...but the sub is kinda annoying n he gave us a vocab quiz which noone knew about so we all failed it n he was like haha i wont count it...lame-o.psh then we read n did a worksheet

4th hour-we got our yearbooks, did a journal entry, then read/worked on native american web things....yeahh....van hecke was so pregant today she coulnt get up hahaha if she did it was to pee ahahhaa

lunch-i did some rathje homework then decided i didn kno how to do the rest, then i looked thru my yearbook

5th hour-ew volz like was "disapointed in us" and how we still dont kno the music....w/e sorry i SUCK at memorizing things...i cant help it it jus happens

6th hour-we did a lab in chem(adv. not intro to) which was easy so i finished early n looked thru my yearbook

after school-ryan met me at my locker n we walked outside n talked till we got to kristinas car then he went to football n i went home were i did my pre-write/rough drafts for van hecke that are due tomorow.....then i didn do much n i should practice malaguena for band...but i dont feel like it n i kno i wnt be able to memorize it soo yeah......rawr

anyway if u update n wish people more often comment!!!!!

myspace isnt everything......learn to love livejournal!

i really wish i would have gone up north with my mom n dad this weekend.....cuz now i have to megs n i really dont feel like being social......ugh i dunno

all i do kno is today will not be fun

ok all im gonna say is girls=drama

i hate drama
n right now i hate girls.......ugh gosh

we won against MARYSVILLE....so ha u stupid paper that said we would lose against them......so screw u WE WON ...keep it up boys !!!!make us even prouder of uuuu =D

instead of westrick i now have van hecke........that is all


bye